Monday, May 31, 2010

you're late!

they told me to run on time so i turned my joggers into clocks. trouble is, i ran out of time and into my dreams. so now i'm just trying to make those dreams a reality. they don't like it but i'm too determined to care.

know more.

whenever i say no, there is always a silent maybe and an unconscious yes.
you're controlling the uncontrollable and i'm defenseless.
please stop.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

dr-eam

8 hours of darkness and i am unconscious.
3 minutes and i'm imagining our amazing life together
16 hours of routine and i'm like a corpse
anticipating those rare 3 minutes where everything is perfect
just a slice of heaven

speaking of nothing...

i can't speak for myself anymore, everything i have ever wanted to say has been said in some form or another. nothing is relevant, nothing makes sense, nothing is logical, nothing is simply just nothing. i have done nothing but everything for you and now i have nothing more to say. i once said nothing to you and you got angry, does nothing have so much meaning that you would be so rude? sometimes i cry tears of joyous yearning when you say nothing at all, like nothing is everything i've ever wanted. everything i say means nothing, nothing is all i will ever say. this has nothing to do with you and everything to do with nothing.

the time traveller's wife

"Maybe I'm dreaming you. Maybe you're dreaming me; maybe we only exist in each other's dreams and every morning when we wake up we forget all about each other."
— Audrey Niffenegger

Saturday, May 29, 2010

use less. save love

What most people need to learn in life is how to love people and use things instead of using people and loving things.

Friday, May 28, 2010

live forever

fame can only get you so far, one minute you're the new shit and the next minute you're nothing. i hope you have dreams bigger then that because you have the talent and heart to achieve so much more.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

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take away egotism and you have paradise on earth.

Friday, May 21, 2010

please excuse my french

People think it's all about misery and desperation and death and all that shit which is not to be ignored, but what they forget is the pleasure of it. Otherwise we wouldn't do it. After all, we're not fucking stupid. At least, we're not that fucking stupid.

-Mark "Rent-boy" Renton Trainspotting (1996)

Monday, May 17, 2010

wordless

i have spoken many words, those of which you were too arrogant to listen to. now you can absorb my silence and find some desired meaning within the darkness it projects. you made the choice to ignore, now i make the choice to withdraw. experience my frustration firsthand.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

:|

i will never be understood because i can never understand.

truthful omnipotence

you're never going to win while you continue to battle the truth, it's the one enemy you'd be a fool not to make an ally. otherwise you should proceed to plan your demise...now, for as the saying goes 'the truth shall set you free'. never seen that sort of compassion now have we? let's go back to the basics; back to the truth.

x-quez

there's always an excuse, as long as we live and breath under the rules by which we are governed, there will always be an excuse.

but...there are just some excuses that you can't simply excuse.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

no you're right

i haven't said yes in a long time.