talk the talk, walk the walk.

you know what, i could sit here for hours on end thinking and writing about what i should really be doing to make my life better. in all honesty, i'm done putting all my energy into telling people who i really want to be. i think there comes a time when you have to start doing exactly what you want to do regardless of other people's opinions. i mean it would be stupid not to take the advice of other people, but you can't always rely on someone elses experiences. when you do depend on what others have done, you never really get the opportunity to be tested, to see how worthy you are to achieve your dreams. i love making mistakes, i love knowing what i have done is wrong so i begin to understand what is right. i'm done trying to be right, i want to be more wrong then anything this world has seen, i want to stoop to the lowest of lows.

and then.....

i am going to rise and i am going to be the best i can ever be. words are constantly changing in meaning but actions, actions are caught on the photographic film of our memories forever.