love in the face of hate.

fill your mind with positivity, allow it to gush into your heart, penetrate your mind and consume your soul. live for today, cherish every smile, every hug and every expression of happiness. in every failure, accept that life will throw you challenges for a reason, we must learn from what we can not control and yet move on to bigger and better things. radiance blossoms the moment you connect with your true being and not allow others to dictate the way you live your life. you may not be able to control the happenings of your journey but you sure can control the ways in which you understand and deal with them. be strong, i believe in you.

loving life

“It’s beautiful when you find someone that is in love with your mind. Someone that wants to undress your conscience and make love to your thoughts. Someone that wants to watch you slowly take down all the walls you’ve built up around your mind and let them inside.”

happily changed.

eager minds are often unstable in their pursuit to constantly be redefined by the spontaneity of their thoughts.

who am i?

it's funny how we are born naked and spend the rest of our lives trying to cover up who we really are. we only allow people to see the person we wish to be perceived as for the fear that who we are is not good enough. if we reveal all that we are, what do we have to hold onto? where do we go when the darkness is all we crave? you don't have to be completely honest, but at least speak the truth through your lies.

naked.

find someone who you can confidently be completely naked in front of without removing a single piece of clothing. do stupid shit with this person, let them dive deeper and deeper into your being and slowly but surely mend all of the wounds you have created. i assure you they do not care for the person who you appear to be, but for the person you truly are. be free my child, you weren't born to hide.

visions.

take the time to get to know me, and you will see i'm just as lonely. i care not for your acquired wealth, or your past loves the 1st to the 12th. together we can make this work and fight off the evil that lurks. believe me when i say it's true, that i will never betray you. the honesty of a life of love, with blessings from the lovers above. i know my dreams are twisted, i just wish that you existed.

here.

'look inside' she muttered as she cried, 'your poison lies'.

fool's gold

looking past the lies to discover the love inside.

2 minds.

you can't control the cruel minds of those tortured by their own inability to look further than they can see.

every one.

i'm not the only one who wants to be your only one. there is only one who will be your only one. the rest will be forgotten.

purple rain.

golden tears are suicide, slow but torturous yearning for that which allows us to believe we are unstoppable.

the monsters they live in my head.

they're my friends and without them i'd be dead.

live the torture that you create.

muted mouths and silence tears, these are the fears which shall torture your ears. broken promises and filthy truths, this is the love that is holding you. darkened beauty and robust hate, is this not but a natural state? have we possessed these innocent souls into a the belief that the world in which they inhabit, the rules by which they live, the money in which they bleed for, is all that they are worth? we have created this madness, we are living these lies and so shall our children, for this is all we know to show them.

control

be careful, she knows a lot more than you think she does and can see further than your eyes allow. she's seen glimpses of your guarded soul and decoded your every gesture. she knows more of your heart than the love you think you can give and remembers every word you have ever uttered, regardless of how worthless they may seem. whilst you carry out your daily routine, she hopes you are surviving and doing everything you can to make the most of your life. she will always and forever be there for you, even in times when you forget she even exists. she just wants you to be happy, even it it means her own life is miserable.

let lonely consume lonely.

in the battle to fulfill the emptiness which haunts the soul, with our old tricks at hand, we may win the fight but loneliness will always win the war. in this ages of guns loaded with false love, the human hands will always be the most tender and deadly weapon. for so easily can they hold a beating heart but also allow it to ever so suddenly slip out of their hands. battles are never won from the trenches, sacrifice is your only saviour.